Today went to meet my Dear seniors for lunch and shopping at town! :D Had lots of fun and we visited the new malls at Somerset. Ade took us to take the super long escalator! Super scary but it was a great experience standing to high up.

We ate ice-cream and I bought a new pair of heels cuz my leg was hurting badly. 

We also went to Starbucks to queue up for the free drinks and did some donation too. Felt really happy cuz we didn't spend much but had so much fun. Jie couldn't join us cuz she's working. Miss her lots though... Hope she's free during the next meetup.

Picture time! :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MVchQI1cKwM&feature=channel
Watch this! Super funny! Love Peter Chao!



This is a picture of a 5-carat pink diamond which was auctioned off for a record $10.8 million in Hong Kong!! So beautiful right? It's a rare pink stone ever seen! I also want this!!! Lolz but its impossible... haa. can only look and admire from the picture! :D














Finally this day has arrived and we are now officially 2 years together! Went to meet him at Somerset and we had lunch at HMV building. HMV is moving to the new 313 shopping centre. We ate at Waruku and then went home cuz Dear working tomorrow.




I just got to see this video on this urine therapy and I went to do some research. In the past, doctors advise people to drink there own urine to heal themselves. Of course you won't see this therapy going on in this modern days. Here's the link to the article that I have read and decide to share with you guys: http://www.vanderbilt.edu/AnS/psychology/health_psychology/Urine_Therapy.htm

The article says that if you drink your own urine, it will help build your immune system. Urine therapy, therefore, can be seen as a form of self-vaccination: certain bodily substances which have been removed from the body, some of which may have been produced as a result of illness, are re-introduced into the body in small amounts. These substances are re-absorbed into the blood through either the intestines or the skin, and the immune system is then given the chance to react appropriately.

When you drink your own urine, it does not go directly to the blood stream. First it goes into the digestive system where its ingredients are sorted out. Then, the useful ingredients are recycled while the toxins are rejected. When the level of toxins becomes too high, the toxins stimulate the intestines into flushing themselves out to eliminate any stagnated excrements accumulated in the colon. Although we could probably filter out the toxins before drinking the urine, the toxins are needed because they stimulate a cleansing reaction in the body. Urine is a byproduct of our blood, becomes more purified the more it is recycled. Thus, the cleaner the blood is = the cleaner the urine is. And this is how urine therapy advocates conclude that urine therapy has a cleansing effect on the blood.

Urine saves lives. Survivors from natural disasters were always the ones that drank their own urine. Those who didn't make it probably have the misconception that urine is a waste and is toxic.

Well after reading this, will you be able to overcome your own fear and drink urine? (if needed- like you're in a situation where there is no water...)





I realise I have a lot of pictures haven't upload yet! Finally my 2 weeks of holiday is here! I can't wait for Saturday to come!!! Had driving lesson yesterday! Sian I got the feeling I won't pass cuz everything is too rushing. Will get to learn parking on Friday! Steamboat with family this Sunday! I can't wait too!

I manage to pack my room with the help from my mama and now its sparkling clean! Did lots of housework yesterday! I realised I have put on weight from the look of my face. Super round now! OMG! Hais.... Keep enjoying nice food... FAT! I don't like. But a least I eat le got energy. Once again after a month of attachment, I got muscles again on my arms. No need to go gym! Haha... Can play arm wrestling. I vomited yesterday before lunch cuz was feeling too hungry... I realise every time after attachment, I will fall ill... Always have the vomiting feeling. Lolx. I'm not pregnant ar!

Anyway I miss my friends! I miss Joc, Mj, Bx, Isaac, Kd, Meh, Jy and Ade!
I hope I will make full use of my holiday to rest well cuz the next and last lap of attachment will be 3 months!!
I'm playing Left 4 Dead 2 last few days and I finally understand why Dear likes to play too! Cuz the Zombies will chiong up to you like mad and its really fun. It is good for building team spirit too!



It is a give and take kind of scenario.
We care, love and help each other in even the smallest possible matter. Love is undefined between friends.
Once this spark between us starts, we headed off with knowing each other's traits and behaviours, and we react accordingly. We grow up into each other's life keeping each other updated despite our busy schedules. I miss those moments when we can laugh and play with no worries. But worries and other factors caused us to be apart. Why think that we're hurting you? Cause friends do not hurt each other. We even go to the extend of trying to protect friends who are in trouble or needs help.



Today our CI discussed with us about H1N1 vaccine. So the topic about vaccines came to my mind and that I want to share with you my readers. A vaccine is a particular bacteria injected into your body and your body will then react to it by producing an anti-body for it. In my opinion, a H1N1 vaccine will be required by those who frequently travel or need to travel for leisure, elderly and people who have weaker immune system. Every drug and vaccines have side effects. There was a recent case of a women who took this jab and developed a symptom which only allows her to walk backwards. I think that every different individual will react differently to this vaccines. I think it kind of react wrongly to her body and affected her brain which results in this tragedy. They have yet to find out what kind of complications or side effects that it will do to our body.
News says that vaccines will be available end of this year.

Another topic now, I think that God made our body so perfect. So many parts and details. Layers after layers beneath our skin. Its super cool, I love Bio!

One more thing I learnt today is that when you work, you have to work smart, please don't delay the time of your colleagues and make them suffer too.



Okay so today is Friday the 13th. My day is smooth so far. Guess yesterday was my unlucky day instead...
I wonder why... I know no actions done but the act of viewing is enough to hurt me for a week or more. And the hurt will stay on unless you really show what you've promised and do something about it. Mine not read and viewed, other people who are not related to you but it was viewed. How will I feel?? Maybe I should shut this whole blog thing.
I'm hurt, I'm scared, I'm not confident of myself. This is weird, I love myself but it doesn't mean I'm confident. I guess I really must loose some weight and gain back my confidence.
Almost 3 weeks since ah ma left me. She will appear in my thoughts now and then and come to think of it, really must treasure your loved ones around you...
I miss her...
Its raining heavily now... I was pissed by someone early in the morning but after that everything went back to normal...
Having this acute headache which comes and goes...
I miss cycling... I wanna go Chinese Garden!
These a lot of movies coming out lately. Watched My Sister's keeper and I cried like mad. Its really a touching movie.

This week I working 6 morning shifts! Madness! Luckily today is the last day! 

It has been more than 2 weeks since my ah ma left me~ I miss her a lot~ Hope she is doing fine now...

2 more weeks to chiong! I can do it! I can't wait for the 2 weeks of holiday to come la! Super sian every morning keep waking up so early... I realised I was quite clumsy after the last day of her wake. I keep banging into things even just now my leg hit against the dustbin when I walk pass... Sustained 2 blue blacks on my right thigh le... :(

Well I was kind of disappointed last 2 nights... :( I'd prepared so much despite my ah ma's death and yet I wasn't appreciated at all... 

My throat hurts now but it was better than last night... On Thursday and Friday, I went to Bedok Salvation Army Rehab centre for my posting. Had lots of fun although its only 2 days. Don't really like somethings there... Ask me and I shall tell you directly. Not gonna type it out cause there's a lot to say. However after lunch with my new friend Wendy, we walked around Bedok 85 there and discovered a shop selling all kinds of beauty products mainly used by Salons and spa. My friend brought a small tub of hair mask and a colour stay on spray for her hair. I shall ask her how is that mask after she uses it! :D

Okay I also realised it has been quite sometime since I blogged. I miss blogging la!!! There's a lot to type but only no time! 

Why did I dream of such a thing? I dreamt you fall for someone clsoe to me and actually asked me for a break up and promise to come back. You made me think something happened and need a breakup for awhile. I fall for it but you never return back to me. I cried and I scream but you hear nothing... What a dramatic dream I had... Md made me woke up for almost and hour thinking and crying once again... The feeling is so real! Luckily I have the might to shake myself up from this terrible nightmare I had called...



Yesterday lunch, I made Chawamushi and fried golden mushroom! Yummy! I went to have my hair cut too yesterday.



Today is Sunday and tomorrow I will be having my attachment for a month!
Last night many thoughts came into my mind before I sleep... I think its the best to pen down my thoughts as it seems pointless to tell anyone... It seems that there's a lot of things that you don't share with me... It feels weird inside to tell you something when you already knew it and that I got to know it last...
Now its the last day of my "so called long holiday", I realised I haven't go cycling and picnic :( I long for a day where we can just spend time together where you just treat me like a princess. Well I know its pointless even typing out cuz you don't visit here frequently...
The weather now is cloudy and it seems like its going to rain heavily.... I'm thinking about you even more...
Last night I'd a bad dream and I woke up crying... Why are people so mean towards their relatives and friends? I don't understand... We know each other for this lifetime only, it takes so much fate for us to be blood related. Isn't the more we should love and treasure each other? I don't understand why human being can be so complex.... Hais... This dream has really showed the colours of relationships... I'm speechless...



I'm so hungry now! I think I shall play some games! :D



I just finish my driving lesson today when Dear called and told me that one of our beloved hamster Xiao Hum gave birth to 7 little babies! I chionged to his house and he too came back halfway from his work to check on them. We separated Xiao Hui and put him into another box. His sister said both parents ate one baby away. Dear said maybe that baby died so they ate it. Well now Xiao Hum is a mother! A little difficult to take it but the fact that they are parents now! Now wonder they were so loving since young!! So sweet.
Dear said must separate Xiao Hui away else he will eat the babies definitely.
Anyway I bought my dresses and they came this noon before I went for driving. I was so excited and I test dressed! :D I took some pictures too! Yeahh finally some more causual looking dresses!
Officially counting down to my attachments!!! Left with 3 more days of holiday! I couldn't sleep last night man! Sian... Was turning around for almost 2 hours!!















Just 1 and a half more months to our 2 years anniversary! :D I have to start thinking of some surprise for you!
1 more weeks to my one month attachment! I can't wait cuz I'm bored to death at home! I went swimming with KD! Dear allow me to! Thanks a lot Dear Dear! Thereafter, we will be meeting Joce for lunch!
Today actually wanted to go watch movie with Dear but there was no good shows. So we spent the afternoon playing games and watching Hot Shot! Starring Jerry Yan, Wu Zhun and Xiao Zhu! Its a nice Taiwan drama which I'm currently watching! :D
Last Saturday I went swimming with Meh and JY but it rained after an hour so we packed up and chiong to the toilet to shower. The weather was so frightening and it changed so fast la! Before that the sun was up shinning so strong onto us then black clouds hovered over us and rain drops came falling down~ I manage to feel pant-y after swimming to and fro~ I aim to swim more with Kd! I simply love the water! :P













Yesterday, Dear and I went singing for 3 hours and after that we went to watch Cloudy with a chance of Meatball 3D! Really enjoyed myself yesterday!
Today is family day so I stayed at home and played Sims3! :D
Just now my friend came to exchange coins with me! So long never see him le lolz!
I can't wait for next week to come! Hope can go rollerblading this time!!!
Really love my hamsters!! Xiao Hui is so cute and Xiao Hum is growing fatter each day!



Suddenly there were so many natural disaster happening at once! The massive earthquake in Indonesia have killed thousands... Additional to the stupid haze contributed by Sumatra's burning of the forest, my lungs can't take it anymore. I have been hiding at home most of the time these 4 days besides going out for driving, meeting my friends for lunch and meeting Dear in the evening.

Yesterday didn't meet him cuz he was working late. Tonight also working late but here I'm sitting in his room waiting for him. Lolx.

I just love using his keyboard~ Super nice to type on!
I was watching a television program again last night and it was showing Mark Lee visiting a Dutch couple in Netherlands. After hearing how their lives differ from ours so much, I really envy them. Their working hour is the same as their child's school time. When their children finish school, both parents will fetch them and accompany them for the rest of the day. They can play all day long, have picnics and spend lots of time together. For them, they focus a lot on spending time with their family and loved ones. Their stress level is so minimal and all they care is treasuring the precious moments together. Even if its doing the same old things everyday, they will not be bored! They believe in proper upbringing of their little kids! :D Isn't it sweet? I really hope one day Singapore will slowly become like them!!



Last night I was watching this television program about the nature habitats in the islands around Singapore. I got the inspiration to blog about this to let you fellow people out to start acting and not just words coming out.

Some other animals living there. This fellow here is called the Dwarf Crow. It was thought to be extinct in Singapore but was rediscovered later in Pulau Ubin! It feeds on the leaf its resting on called the Indian Heliotrope (Heliotropium indicum).













Hi everyone! Yesterday was my last day of A&E posting. I started to feel sick on Thursday and vomited at night. Felt like a Merlion cause I puked continuously for 5 times and mama was looking at me outside the toilet worrying I will faint. Lolz.

Yesterday morning was horrible. From the time I start work till about 11, I vomited the ban mian I had for lunch on Thurs and my breakfast... A total of 6 times. i keep running in and out of the toilet feeling nausea... I thought I was going to faint man but I tahan very well and survive though my last day!

Dear accompanied me to see a doctor and ate my medicine last night. Slept at 9 plus and woke up at 11 today! 14 hours madness!!~ But the good thing is I felt much better and I think I lost about 2kg. I can feel my tummy has went down a little.




Yesterday I went to meet the girls to celebrate Ade's bday! She booked to play at Minds cafe for 5 hours and thanks to Jy's parents we reached there on time to play.
Saw Paul with his friends there too! I got my own forfeit to take picture with a guy, super heng Paul was there! Lolx!
Then we took lots of pictures and finally went to Central Subway for dinner! Dear came to meet us and then we went home together! Really had lots of fun laughing together!! :D












This topic came to my mind when I suddenly thought of the problems faced by many married couples nowadays.
Why do some women snatches other girl's guy? I wonder how they will feel if their boy was being stolen away from other people. The divorce rate in Singapore is increasing rapidly and the reason I think is the root cause is because man can't stand temptations. They always seek for something new and exciting and therefore turn to other women once there is an opportunity.
Well sometimes I really wonder, can any men be very loyal to the women they once promise to take care and love for life really uphold their words...
However words are just words. Actions may be more practical for today's world and promises should be shown into actions to prove the commitment from both couple.
On the other hand, women may sometimes be the cause of separation too. They can be wondering off to other planet and leave the man confused and lost.
Therefore falling in love takes a short time but to maintain it require lots of energy and effort and also things like time, passion, love, trust, commitment and many many more.
To love someone whoever it may be, your parents, siblings, children, friends, lovers and even your very own pets, you will need 5 elements. They are, words of affirmation, quality time, receiving gifts, acts of service and personal touch.



When I fall in love, it would be forever...
In a relationship if there is no sharing of thoughts and woes, no trust, no time, no focus and no direction, then it is not even a relationship at all. I wonder how can it even get so far.
I realize that once I fall in love, I get into it and focus on it. I don't like to make a fool or be a fool out of it. If you're not serious with me, warning: don't fall in love with me. Lolx.
I wonder if people really do read my posts. Do leave a message in my tagboard once u visit here k thanks Lolx!
I have just started my OT attachment yesterday and after Sunday's whole day cycling outing, I was tired out the whole of yesterday too. Stood for almost 7 hours. Luckily its orientation day but today I was still tired. Today I was posted to day surgery. Manage to be the first one to be assessed by my CI. Love her cuz she's very sweet and understanding. She was patient with me and willingly to teach and I learnt a lot today!
I wonder I was the one who was injured, so I can understand people don't know how I felt. I merely just wanted to vent it out at it cuz my hormones are fighting in my body. Please kindly understand. Thanks.
I shall upload many many pictures over this weekends cuz I think I'm really too tired, I have been coughing non-stop today and don't even have the voice to talk to me CI.
I saw many interesting cases today!! Can't wait for tomorrow to go to the main OT!



I want to have dazzling nails before my PRCP! I saw many pretty and nice nails done by other girls. Its really very pretty! Next time if I really become a nurse, I won't be having long and painted nails anymore! Boohooo! I hope I can do it during the one month holiday! I still haven't do a lot of things yet... Hmmm... Let me see what I have done so far....













Went to chalet on the weekends! Had fun with Dear took some pictures only~






On Wednesday, I went to eat at CS B1 the restaurant from Taiwan just beside the toilet one. That visit will be my first and last visit man. Even Downtown East de Tea valley's bubble tea is nice and way cheaper than theirs!! And the curry chicken that Dear ordered was tasteless and cold. Wth la. The appearance was nice but food thumbs down~ I would rather travel to Tea Valley (我的老地方) to eat the 盐署鸡!!

Enough crap of the lousy food I ate, Dear and I went to V8 on the Monday to sort of celebrate our 1 year and 9 months together! I tried their Dory fillet and it was great. Superb! I always order chicken chop so I decided to try out something new! I also ordered Honey-dew smoothie! The food there is great and worth it for it price. The price is also reasonable and I love the environment! Its always so romantic!I believe that nice food is paradise. Don't eat to live, but rather live to eat! Mama mia~




Yesterday I had my first practical lesson and I started off by driving front and back on an empty road. I had no problem moving forward but my reversing keep going off track. lolx! After about 30-45 minutes I set off to the small road and turning left round and round trying to get the hold of the crutch and accelerator's feel. I had fun but when I reached home my left foot hurts. All the way up to my buttock! I think its a good workout for my lower limbs!
Today's driving lesson is must better and I'm more confident so my instructor asked me to drive a bigger area and I managed to get a feel of turning right and proceeded on to Gear 3! :)
I'm looking forward to my next lesson on Monday!
Today after dinner, I went to watch to Final Destination 3D! Our first time watching 3D together! It was great anyway and I screamed the loudest at the point when the girl was grinned into the escalator's gears! Other than that I did enjoy most of the part. If they could make the part where the guy was being sucked into that mini hole it would be even better.






Starting from today I have 2 weeks of holidays followed by my 2 weeks attachment then another 1 month holiday~ I'm feeling very relaxed and happy now. Finally I have completed all my academic studies in NYP for almost 3 years. I haven't officially graduate yet cuz I will still have to survive through my 3 months of PRCP before I can be a nurse! I can't wait and I'm very excited about where I will be posted to.




Two days ago, I was buying soya bean milk with my mum at a hawker centre, when I gave the auntie two 5 cents coin together with a dollar and 30 cents, she suddenly gave us a look and said, "Next time try not to give me 5 cents hor, a lot of customers complain if I give them." Lucky she say it in a calm and cool manner. If she were to be rude to me, I would probably just shove the 2 cups of soya milk in to her ***. Therefore, I spend a while thinking why people dislike using 5 cent cojns~
In the olden days in Singapore, when the currency of money is still low, people used 5 cents like nobody's business. They use it to buy noodles, buy clothes, take bus, pay taxes, buy kopi etc....However in today's market, with the currency getting higher and almost everyone is affluent, they complain at the slightest poor little 5 cent coin! Even in this developing environment, I don't see why 5 cents is worthless to all. We can use it to take bus too if our Ez-link card no money, buy food from everywhere like supermarkets. If 5 cents is worthless, then why do those products we see outside still state $56.95? They might as well round it up to $56.90 since no one uses 5 cents?
Thus I really don't see the reason why we should discard 5 cents into those small boxes beside NTUC counters or some outer boxes for donation just because you got that small unsightly yellow coin.
Warning: Use your money wisely and spend it on necessary staff. 5 cents is still money!












Super stress man! OMG! Counting down to only 2 more days to my exams!!! I hope I can survive. Lots of theories to study for Sociology! I remember Maslow's hierarchy of needs, Victor Vroom V, I, E and also Blauner's theory of motivation! I therefore should be motivated enough to continue my studies later. I just woke up from my sleep! Stupid drilling going on at my block. Tell me how you can study? I will be going to my usual spot to study again later. This time I will be alone. I hope I can absorb more info! Thanks to Meh, she accompanied me yesterday and we went to Bistro for tea break after studying and we had some waffles with ice cream! Yummy! Lolx. alright I shall stop here gotta prepare now bye! Wish me luck and pray for me yeah! :D



After so long why do all these tears still surfacing? Flashbacks of our memories appeared right in front of me in seconds. Why do I cry when having to know that I once loved you so much and wanting to see you everyday. I have to wait till only Saturday to have you by my side. Time passes so quickly that you have to leave again and that was why I was tired of waiting.
I put so much trust and faith and so much to get that from you. It still hurts deep in my heart. You're part of my memory now. Nothing can be done to the scars that you have once pierce through...




I truly need to leave my past and live in the present now. Fuck my ex. I know I'm demanding so I can't be demanding anymore. Its the way he treated me leaving me all those fear. I hate what I'm behave now. I really hate it. Living in a world so stress and all that, have to see people's face to live my life. Faking a smile when I'm actually hurt and sad inside. WHO THE FUCKING HELL UNDERSTANDS?
I'm very emotional now so my words may not make sense. But next time I'll just blog out my feelings and will not share it with anyone else. How many nights that I hugged my bear so tightly telling it my problems crying to sleep. I will survive through this all. I just have to live my life happily and thats all.. I will have to think positively and thing shall turn out positively too.
Now the main focus is my exam. I just have to do it well and off I go to leave for my clinical attachments.
I don't own people and people don't own me. I have never thought that anyone owns me a million. Its the way they think. I purely just treat them a friends and really wanted to share my problems with. But nevermind I still have my teddy bears with me every night. They will not provide me with advice but they listen and never complains. They have their own life too but they will always hear me talk every night.
Okay I need some refreshments now. Loosing too much liquid.
My cough has been more than a month. So much tan. I hate it having to clear my throat. But no worries I will still take care of myself. I love only my family and my friends and myself. And not to forget my Dear. I promise myself to leave the stupid shadow of my ex and come out to be the real me. I will just be the old me..




Although unhappy things happen, I want to tell u that I enjoy my time with you. Even just by holding onto your hands and looking up at you.... I love you Dear... I care for you and I hope you know... I wonder if you would read this but I just want to type it down. These are my feelings towards you and it will never change.
Spent my long weekend watching television programs. Went to watch G.I Joe today and its great. Didn't really study much so tomorrow is chiong-ing day!

















Some pictures taken on Dear's bday!








Went to study at Tp and happen to meet Meh and Ade.
We had so much fun! :) Studying together is great. I manage to study half of my Management! Tomorrow will be Adult Nursing day! Jia you!!



Went to arcade for play a few of our favourite games before heading to for dinner!



























Today no school! Studied a little for sociology and then went downstairs to the fitness corner to do exercise with mama.
Last night had Pepper Lunch with Dear and I had a great time eating it hot but Dear said not very nice. Lolx.
Tomorrow is my retest for assessment. I'm prepared but still kind of kan chiong over it.



Yet another week of school started after my another weekend. Went to have dinner with my family last night and I went home with a happy stomach.
I'm left with about 3 more weeks in school and the poof! Attachment and PRCP!!! :) I can't wait. I'm actually looking forward to this year's posting. Hope I can get to do those procedures I had always wanted to try.
I need to focuz and study for exams because I aim to at least improve my GPA by 2.0! :)
The gum near my wisdom tooth hurts! Its like inflammed and I can feel the bump when I clinched my teeth...
I miss all of you... I even dreamt of Kai Deng and Isaac a few nights back.
I tink I'm too stressed out, I needa relax.




Finally all my presentations ended on Friday! Now my focus will be exams 5 papers!!
But 2 things I'm not happy about is that my assessment fail because of some stupid reasons and my lab theory paper 12 marks fly away!!! I read the question too fast and wrote down happily the wrong answer! This one I admit is my own careless mistake :( but the assessment totally sucks to the max. The thing is that I did all the critical steps correctly and I don't see the reason why she can fail me. I evaluated everything and was packing up already when she ask why I disconnected. I tried to argue that I already ended but she just say I did smth wrong by disconnecting the line. F her man I really trying to hold myself when I made my stand with her. But in the end I just had to take what she gave me. If I were to get another lecturer, I would definitely pass I tell u. She ruined my whole day cuz I was totally mad at her and not myself. I knew I did my best already as I am very confident in that skill as I always practice faithfully during lab lesson. But its okay my teacher believe that I did well and gave my best shot already and it was that lecturer maybe menop.
Anyway went to see chinese doctor with ma again this morning and we went to a chinese restaurant to have our lunch together!
Somebody told me he like my smile. He made my day. :))



These few weeks have been doing project and project and projects!!! Today spend the whole day in Deej's house for FYP. Left with Sociology and FYP! Thursday lab assessment, Friday theory test!! Hope I can have more rest tonight and hopefully continue to study my lab book!
I wanted so much to play badminton today with Dear but it was raining and I was at Deej's house... :(( But anyway I was also super super super tired when I went home... ZZzzZZ....
Went to watch Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince with Dear on Friday and I though this one is not very nice. They talk a lot and emphasize a lot on their relationships. Not much actions as I was expecting them to... Sat in the cinema and suffered from buttock ache that night when i was trying my best to sleep. Thus I settled the problem by pasting some Salonpas!! :)
I feel weird recently and I just don't know why....



I have been coughing for almost more than 3 weeks if you people around me have noticed. But I hope I am recovering soon though.
Tomorrow I am having Adult Nursing 5 presentation and also internal assessment. I think I am more confident after practicing for almost 3 hours today in school.
I felt very happy that night when you message and said you are happy. It keep me going and smiled when I woke up the next morning thinking about it. :)



















I spend my weekends watching Absolute Boyfriend with Dear. I cried at the last few episodes. When Dear asked if I were to choose between a human or a robot lover, I told him I would wana experience a robot lover's love but in the end I will still prefer human. I'm glad you here with me in my life. You are able to grow old with me and have a family unlike a robot. <3
Dou Dou pass away on Friday night. We buried her yesterday.
Had family gathering as it was my Uncle's 60th birthday. I had lots of fun talking with my cousin and enjoyed the food! I bought this new dress and a new scarf!







Do you remember, when we fall in love, do you remember how it all begin...
Do you remember the time??
你把我带到一个停泊的港口让回忆可以避避风...










Today went to Bugis Arab Street for lunch with my group. Had a lot if fun at the Egypt restauarant! After that went to meet Dear for dinner at Tamp One food court. I was pissed off again by this 'horse face women'. I know I'm mean again here but she really got on my nerve. We saw this sofa seat by the window first and the auntie was wiping the table so I waited a while by the side and this bitch just came out from nowhere and sit there happily looking away outside the window. F her man!!!! After going back to my seat, she literally stared at me. I can't help but to diao her back. I was already in fire swearing words pouring out from my mouth. I super super angry and walked away to another seat where I can't see her f-ing face la. I think I was angry for about 15 mins.
She's such an uncivilized fugly women. I saw her again outside the building. Super suay...



Saturday was gaming day. Played Sims3 the whole afternoon with Dear. Sunday went to play badminton with my Dear and seniors at a community centre nearby. Pictures is still in Jy's bf camera. Mama was angry with me the night before cuz I keep going out but when I reached home she was not anymore after the game. I keep talking non-stop during dinner on Sunday night with my lovely family. I was suppose to pay but Bro did instead cuz I don't have a single cent in my purse.
Yesterday was swimming day. Didn't really take much pics only cam whored a little after we showered. After we went shopping at Tampines area looking for Meh's tanktop but in the end never buy. I nearly bought a top but its too revealing. I shan't post it up. Lolx.
After they left I went to buy Transformer2 tickets and waited for Dear to come. We da bao BK into the cinema to have our dinner. I was pissed with the girl who served us. I ordered Ice Milo which is an additional of 40cents. Guess what she gave me? Ice lemon Tea... I exchanged it with Dear's upsized coke and he also never drink that teA. Should I complain? Worst still I was searching for the tissue and tomato sauce with I found out that they were all soaked in the drink bag. Don't she have the common sense to put the dry stuff with the burger? Dry with dry! Not dry with wet. But luckily it didn't affect me watching the movie. I love the action parts and the way they rip the other machines apart.
I thought there will be project today but I messaged my leader and she reply was simple. Anything. Naturally I didn't bother to reply since she also didn't bother. THURSDAY I'M NOT FREE! STUDY DAY WITH MY SENIORS!
As you can see I'm kind of bored. I made my breakfast when I woke up and my sausage literally exploded and split into half.




There will be one more week of holiday for me as there is a confirm case of H1N1 flu in my school. Therefore they will need to disinfect everything and to prevent spread.
I went to gym that day and watch Land of the Lost with Dear. Its a funny show and I recommend u guys to catch it. The next show will be Transformer2 and
Ice Age3!!! Hehe~
Yesterday was a tiring day as we went to do our project and spend a lot of time walking around. Sole of my feet super painful.
I can't wait for Sunday and next Saturday to come! :)
One more week of holiday means more time for me to revise my work and read more.
I must aim to read through my Adult nursing 3!










Father's day celebration at ah ma hse was great! Got many food to eat.
Today went to watch Land of the Lost with Dear Dear! Its super funny!!! I love it!!



The first week of holiday is gone. How time pass.
Things that I have done so far....
Gyming with Meh on Monday, packing my room, finished my Heat Disorder, Nursing project in progress.
Today is Father's day and I'm going to ah ma's hse ltr. :)




When to watch with Dear Termination Salvation last Monday!
















Pictures of me and friends at Sakura eating weeks ago. :)

















Went to have dinner with my dear seniors at Bakerzin and we had lots of fun taking pics!













Although holiday is nearing me, I can see that I won't have time to rest... All the projects on due after school reopen. The only time left to do is during my holidays... Great isn't it? Just giving us more time to do and not rest.

Next Sunday is Father's Day!
Many other happy dates to come. :o)
I'm seriously determine to lose weight! I can't wait to see my legs, arms and tummy slim again. I really need to relax too and sleep early to prevent my outbreak of pimples. HATE THEM TO THE MAX!

This morning while taking bus to school, there was a pest sitting right behind me and pushing her elephant legs against my back. MD! I didn't sleep a wink till about 5 bus stops before I alight. MD! It was a quick wink. And I think she didn't bath la! Stink to the max too. It was super strong that it was spreaded to the ppl in front of me too. I know I sound really mean here but wait till you get to smell that BO and get kicked by her gigantic legs, you'll know how I feel.
And when she let her legs down, I literally sinked backwards la. You can imagine how straight I was sitting for more than an hour's journey. MDMDMDMDMD!!!!!!! Se even stretched her body after waking up and leaned forward somemore... Faintz...














I can't stop talking today!
Went to school for just 2 hours lesson and after that our class played with a group of sec3 kids! We played the stand on one leg game, group matching, tangle game and ice breaking!
Thereafter, I went to meet Joce and Isaac for some window shopping and I can't stop criticizing at every single thing that came to my eye. I talked about the cheese, how much I love strawberry, how addicted I was with Carlsberg and many many more. Then we met my dear senior, Ade. We went into a restaurant call Kim Gary at T1 and had our dinner there. We saw Mj and her mama there! We got fate. Hehe. After settling down, I continue commenting about the food, service and everything. Dear came after they finish eating. He bought me a cake from Emi Cakes and I just shared it with Mama.
It was Mama's birthday on Monday and we celebrated on Sunday for her!







Went to eat at Naked Fish at the Grassroot with Bx. Service sux. Tink we student no money pay ar? MD! But i like the food.





Friday went to meet the gals for dinner. Took many pics.




I don't wish history to repeat itself. If it really has to, leave me alone.
I makes me feel that I'm not important when you say I'm the one for you.



Just got home on Monday morning! Super tiring. I had NAPFA on the same day la! Now i'm having whole body muslce aches! I have got some sad news! Xiong Xiong passed away while we wasn't there for her... I'm really sad but I didn't cry this time round cause I got the feeling too that she would go cause she was scratching herself real hard the day before we left. I was thinking about her before I slept on Monday night. I even looked through pictures that I took for her while we gave her a bath.
I shall post my pictures later, got plenty of them!
I really enjoy myself for the 4 days with Dear beside me almost all the time and that we enjoy eating and playing!
I'm having 2 presentations tomorrow la! Arg stupid menses making me super sleepy plus the muscles aches= old lady!












Last two Sunday I went to a Nonya Restaurant with my family for dinner. We had a lot of fun there talking and joking.

I went to meet Joce that day and she brought me to her lab to treat me a cup of ice cream. :)









Today the weather sucks! Super hot making me feeling fainty.
Finally we could stand together in the restaurant. hehe. Now going to play a new game call, "LUNA". Just started off with "Pirate" too.
Tomorrow is going to be a long day in school as I will be making up my lessons for Thursday and Friday! From 9am all the way to 6pm WITH NO BREAKS! ARG! Hope I can survive through.



Today is mid-week~ I can't wait for Sunday to come so I can play badminton! I hope its still on.
I went swimming from 8:53am to 10:30am just now. Was swimming non-stop but ate a hearty lunch with Joce and felt fat again. Lolx.
I'm suppose to be studying now but I'm trying to check my facebook games but the internet connection is very slow!!! ARG!
Think I maybe swimming again next week when i have got the time. Determined to slim down cause I can't stand the sight of my huge tummy!

Yesterday I went to Lavender with Dear to collect his passport. After that we went to Bugis new shopping centre. I don't know the building name. Its very big and still not very crowded yet cuz not the whole building is ready. There's a huge cinema there and next time we will watch movie there! There're many many shops and I specially love the toilet cuz it has long mirrors at every basin! Love it! Lolx. There is also Mini Burger there and I will eat there next time too. It started to rain heavily thus we went to the Coffee Bean for coffee and sit around to chat and play games. 

On Friday, Lela put on make up for MS using my make-up set and everything. -.- lolz but i like her smoky eye effect. That time my "frens" also did for me but nt very nice cuz my eyes is already quite dark. Maybe I will try to do again next time. I bought a Revlon liquid eyelines yesterday and I love it too! It didn't smear or smug my eye and it stayed on for at least more than 9 hours! Unlike pencil eyeliner which will smug once I contact with the environment and start perspiring or when the oil comes out. I always look like panda with pencil. Lolx.

I realised I keep eating heaty food these few days and all my pimples are out. Last night I was having a terrible cough and felt smth irritating is in my throat. I guess I will have to drink more water nowadays!

I was walking around Tamp One while waiting for Dear 2 days ago and saw this tee. I was wondering to save money or to buy it?? I have been looking for this kind of blouse but I'm pondering...









Suan la tang
Yoshinoya! My favourite!

This is a picture I took for him a few days after dying his hair. Nice right?
While waiting for colour to work~

I have been eating but trying to eat those with lesser calories and havin noodles and light meals in school. I have taken pictures to keep track of what I eat everyday in school.

Some other random pics which includes dying hair for my ah Dear. He's so handsome and young now. Like my age! We went to eat and eat during dinners too.

I went out with Mama and Dear on Sunday and we went to pray as it was Vesek Day and then went to V8 at Bugis for lunch. On Saturday, we went Ah Ma's house to celebrate and I took many pictures of Fishball!

Look at my title, usually it would be TGIF but mine has an 'A' in between that because its again friday! I'm so happy and everything. Malaysia trip is drawing nearer and tomorrow I'm going to accompany Dear to collect his passport.
Today school time is short and sweet. Started at 8am and ended at 2pm. I went to the lab just now and did some online e-lectures. Now playing Facebook away waiting for dinner time! I'm hungry! The food that I ate today is Nasi Lemak from Kou Fu~ The food prices there is always so expensive. I prefer going to North canteen or the Mac area where I can drink Mushroom soup and I have a sudden craving for that. Just got to know my dear friend Edwin is attached one month ago and got the news just now. Lolx. So sweet la!
I'm missing my friends. You know who you are. I know all of us are so busy with our work and studies. But I hope we can still keep in contact via MSN or SMS.
I wanna go to Science Centre and Animal Farm at Sembawang there!
I wanna buy that top but its a bit expensive. I showed to Mama last night and she was only concern if that top got expose cleavage anot... Diaoz~ I say 'look properly its all covered up!'
Its raining outside with thunder and lightnings now and I just had a series of heahache.
Just watched some comical videos and laughed~



One month after that long holiday, I'm happy that I can adapt back to school time~ Waking up early every day makes me sleep early and thus reducing my eye circles. But due to the stress I was facing last few days cuz of the skills assessment I had today, my face is full of ugly pimples waiting to burst. Sorry its a little disgusting. But get use to it.
I was feeling super anxious this morning thinking what kind skills will I get. So as usual when I was young, whenever there are things that I'm afraid or nervous about, I will have diarrhoe.
The worst thing is that it started raining when I was getting ready. I decide to brave through the heavy rain but after walking 2 blocks away, the rain got even heavier and heavy wind. Therefore, I called home to complain and brother drove me to school! :) Hehe so my obstacle was resolved.
When I was in the holding room at the lab, I was left alone after 3 of my frens have already selected their skills and left. Finally it was my turn and I got hand rubbing. I think I was still nervous and while rubbing my hands, I did it like a tortise. The lecture got fedup and asked me to hurry up. Lolx. But luckily I pass and made it! :)
One burden off. Next is all those ICAs. But I think there is one more assessment in Sem2. BUt I believe I can do it the way I did today! :) Thank you Lord and thank you those who wished me luck and gave me support! :)



In school I'm just a NOBODY~! ThinkI should go and sing that "Nobody" song. Arg I just had lunch with my friends and I suddenly realised they always sit together and leaving me and another guy at one corner. So what do you think I am? Someone for you when your best friends are not around? Entertain me only when you have the time? My deifinition of entertaining me is very simple. You don't have to act like a clown but just simply LISTEN. I hate this feeling, really.

And whenever I look at that group, I kind of miss the beautiful and fun time we had in the past. But just because of one just one particular incident, I had to force myself and to save the pride in me to not return to them ever... I realised that I really miss them though. Do they?

My so called friends also don't trust me, don't wanna be close to me. All I'm left with is my family and my Dear. But at that point of moment in the food court, I felt really isolated. It keeps me wondering my motive of waking up at 530am every morning and coming to school is just school work. Nothing else for me to look forward to. I can just bang my head on the wall and cry till my eye balls pop out and room flooded with tissue paper and nobody knows. I'm super ultimate alone now in this huge place.

The purpose of this post is to just let me express what I'm really feeling in my heart. I cried a little too while eating and wondering nobody will notice, not even that guy friend who is facing me. I'm crying now too while typing. I really can't wait for time to pass faster clock move like a rocket and quickly leave this place. Its making me emo and everything... I'm not who I'm in the past anymore.



Today school ended at 12pm and I stayed back for project. Got to make 2 slides with about 6 points cuz I can't find anymore. Hais...
Sian super hungry cuz had my lunch at around 9plus... Arg but i want to loose some weight...
Tomorrow I will end at 4. Another long day...
I can't wait for my assessment to end. It will commence in next week!! Gosh super kan chiong now.



So many many things happening at the same period of time. It sets me of thinking what is happening to our world.
First it was the economy downturn that led to people loosing their jobs and market price dropping to the core.
Now its the Swine flu. I think the latest death toll in Mexico is 176. The World Health Organization raised its pandemic alert to the second-highest level and Singapore is now in the Orange Alert!
Oh man I wonder if its really coming it will affect all my clinical posting and I will graduate later~~ Arg super stressful in school too. I practiced scrubbing my hands and arms for the assessment today for week 4. I hope I will make it through all my assessments!!












I think I'm obsess with clouds. Really. But I really love them. :) Hope you all like them too.
Today is thursday and tomorrow is a public holliday! Holiday rocks! Super sian next week also everyday starting at 8! Madness!!
Today is dad's birthday. I bought the Blackforest classic from Four Leaves and a cute card from Art Box. Shall update more pictures this weekend! :)
Hope I will relax and have fun this long weekend!! I shall go bathe now. :)














Last sunday I managed to go cycling but as usual the weather was super super warm and as a result is the cause of my fever. But the clouds were beautiful!
Some pics we took. :)























This is gonna be a long post so read when you're free. I mean it. Lolz.

Many things happened in my first week. Well some are good some are bad. Guess I can only update my blog weekly during my resting days... School is just so busy and everyday lessons will begin at 8am! I have to wake up at 535am every morning and rushing for my bus and napping whenever I can. I can't tolerate the morning bus.

Totally cannot make it. The tv volume is super loud and I can even hear the news with my ear piece on. But I'm not so stupid to blust my music to damage my ear drums cuz I already have hearing problem... Only this morning I took the single deck one and there was a girl sitting right in front of me and her head blocked my view so I don't even bother looking at the screen cuz i can't... I was having a difficult time last few days cuz I was down with flu and on and off fever. The weather sucks. Now it's 35-26 degree C la.

Many changes in the environment around me too. The Tampines mall B1 have a new money changer shop, more people in my school, my neighbour's son is in my school and many many more things... This sem I will be tested in 4 assessments and total of 8 different skills. Therefore I will be tested on every single skill I have learn in all my three years of academic la.

Time really pass and next week will be my second week. I believe there will be more meetings for projects for our ICA (in course assessment). Every day I will get to see my lab teacher except on Friday. This year I will be going to the operating theater. Kind of excited and looking forward already.

Yesterday I went to one of the shop at Tampines One and I really wanna blog about the service of that shop. It SUCKS! I went in happily looking for the Tweezer I wanted to buy long ago. It cost merely a $1.25 but its still a product from that shop and I AM THE CUSTOMER. When I pay at the cashier, the lady asked me if I have 25 cents. HELLO NOT EVERYONE HAVE CHANGES ALL THE TIME IN THEIR WALLET! So I asked Dear and he also don't have. What I dislike about her service was that she threw the change angrily on the table when she can reach to my palm and didn't even say a "Thanks". What she don't know is that this word has a very strong impact to a happy young adult who is a REGULAR CUSTOMER to that shop. I was really pissed off and walked out of the shop complaining non-stop to my Dear and he had to listen to me nag all the way to Int. I think I should write a letter to the shop about it. I was really disappointed...

Then after that at the Int, there was a weird young couple who walked to the bus 3 lane and that girl looked at me as if I was from Mars and then turned and whispered something to her guy. Then that guy looked back at us and then both of them started kissing and acting so touchy RIGHT IN FRONT OF US! WTH... What is that girl trying to prove? I was so angry that I nearly wanted to kick her butt and pulled Dear away. However they also moved forward. Then I got nothing else to say. Lolz.
Today I went to have lunch with Y and TS. Von gave me a handbag and a pink wallet from B.U.M equipment. I didn't know that she got me the presents until Monday. I suddenly a bit become scared of her. I don't know why. So throughout the meal I was messaging my fren and half entertaining her. Poor TS.

After school, i went to West Mall with my friends for late lunch at Pastamania. I couldn't wait to meet Dear to show him the presents and I bought a dress! I was deciding whether to buy anot after I tried and finally came to a decision to grab it. Else I know I will regret. I really loveeeee it. Lolx. Many pictures to be posted cuz I took many many. :) Best regards everyone.



Why do all these dreams keep coming back? And every time the feeling is just so real that I can't stop crying even when I know its just a dream...
I have to coax myself and wipe away those ugly tears and hug on to my bear which can comfort me... I think my biggest fear is afraid of loosing you...


















Today I made Cha Soba for Mama to eat. :) I'm waiting for Dear to finish his meeting to end. I took lots of clouds pictures too. Hope you all like them as much as I do. :)

万一如果 有一天。。。 我在想我们的未来会是。。。

我不知道我们的未来是怎么样的。。。 可是我知道我现在是深深的爱着你的。就像是杨丞琳的歌-只想爱你。

子但愿我们可以永远的在一起，过着辛福，快乐和简单的生活。

This is the second time since we met alone for date. Lolx. We both feel like we're Tai Tais cuz only the two of us very free. We went to walk around at Tampines One and we had lunch at Cafe Cartel. Yet again cam whoring there. Lolz. I bought two bottles of make up removal from Japan de. 2 for $15. The sales girl say won't oily de. So I will try it out when I apply eye make up. :)



I was super blur man. I thought school reopens this week... Lolz. But the timetable is finally out! Yeah! I'm going to post some random pictures that I took months ago and recently. As I said its going to be random many types of pictures together.































Yesterday went to meet Dear at Bishan for Swensons and we did shopping at the NTUC! Today I went over Dear's house for my 爱心早餐!
After that we head down to the newly open Tampines One and went there to shop. Initially our plan was to go cycling but it was raining... Sadded. Hope that the weather will be fine next week so I can go cycling. I miss it! Dear bought me a Mashimaro from "More Than Words" and I decide to name it Mashi!
Saw Isaac with Razanah and Aaron. I also saw Joe! Lolx. Had a lot of fun today!























I started my Good Friday with buying breakfast for my Dear. He is sleeping soundly on his bed now and I guess the food is turning cold. I'm trying my best to type softly and not hitting on the keyboard too hard.

Yesterday I went to Sentosa with my beautiful Seniors! Ade didn't come cuz she was too tired after working night shift the previous night.
We actually cam whored the whole day since the start at Meh's house. We went over to her house early in the morning and prepared our lunch pinic.
Thereafter we took bus to Vivo and actually wanted to rest but we were disturbed by a China women who was talking loudly non-stop throughout her journey. MD! IB!
When we reached there, we continue to cam whore like siao as we have 2 cameras and 3 handphone cam. Lolx. I really had a lot of fun!

My day was spoilt by a banch of "I" China man "B". NOt say I against them but they're really too much. When we were queuing up for the shuttle bus back to Vivo when they stood there holding their cheap video camera and shooting us. What you think we're animals from zoo? Idols for you to take pictureS? Even so you have to get permission when you take pictures of Idol and pay money to go zoo. MD damn super irritating. They think we're easy preys for them is it? Just because we're gals? You're damn wrong. We are Singaporean girls who are not so easy to mess with! I keep staring at them but they continued and in the bus, one of them sat beside JY. MD I was super furious that I actually wanted to smack him with the floor mat that I was holding onto la. But I keep my cool and continue to stare and curse loudly so that he can hear. I don't care if they understood anot.
I mean how can they not behave when they're in our country? I don't understand why sia. If they wana da shan with us can they look at themselves first. Do we have such poor taste and in the first place we didn't even show interest towards them. Firstly, filming us without our permission is already a crime and I can actually report them to the police. And in the bus there were so many seat why sit beside my dear senior? Qian Zou lor. MDMDMDMDMD!

Now i'm waiting for 12 to arrive so that I can take my breakfast. Tonight I'm going to a musical concert performed by my cousin's school. She designed the stage I think and we're given 10 free tix. So I'm going with my Mama and a few aunts. Not sure if my other cousin is going anot.
The title of the show is "The Lady of Soul and her Ultimate 'S' Machine." Sounds interesting so I will blog about it tomorrow to tell you if its' nice or not. :)
Pictures of Sentosa trip will be posted tomorrow if I remember to. You can also see the album in my Facebook acc! Lolx. Ciaozz! :)

Today is Wednesday. Officially my holiday will end in about 4 more solid days... Gosh time really flies... Last night I was feeling feverish thus I went to bed at about 11 plus but when I woke up at 6am for a drink and toilet visit, I was shivering in cold when I returned back to my nest. I off the fan and literally covered myself with my cosy blanket but it didn't do any better. I went to wake Mama up and she fed me with a cup of warm water and applied axe oil on my extremities and my tummy as I felt like a corpse(chio touch wood!) Had diarrhoe 3 times yesterday... OMG! I swallowed 2 Suniton and finally falling asleep after an hour of shivering... Dad came in my room after I slept for an hour checking on me and then I continue to pig till about 12pm...

Now feeling much better least that I think my fever has subsided... I'm waiting for my school timetable to be out so that I can print out and make arrangements for my makeup lesson. I can't wait for tomorrow to come. Yesterday I went to meet Meh for dessert at Int and went to NTUC to do some shopping but instead we choose our own things first. I bought the green tea Soba noodles with the soya sauce there and I was glad I didn't buy last Friday... Cuz the noodles that I saw on Friday costs $5.50 whereas the one I bought from NTUC was only $3.90!! >.<>

Alright I'm going to check my timetable again so I can go to school to buy my notes for Year 3!! :)

some come some go; but a couple of them will stay with u for a long time......treasure them

its part of life when ppl come ppl go.. only a few good ones will remain.. even after many obstacles.. tts what i called best friends..

I think I should go home and read to revise my work already. I have been playing facebook almost everyday... GOSH!! I need to wake up soon la.
Doing nothing but facebook everyday is super boring I can tell you... Everyday waking up hoping that time can pass faster so that I can meet my lovely Dear...
Tomorrow is yet another weekday but I promise myself to read through about hypertension and on drugs in the morning. I'm going to meet seniors for lunch and some shopping at the supermarket!! :)



http://www.clicknetwork.tv/watch.aspx?c=1&p=13&v=192

Watch this! Omg! When they were eating the silkworm it was still alright but the third food they ate was spider and locusts and its super crispy that you can hear it when they bite!! And when Paul ate the whole lot of silkworm and opened his mouth, I tell u I was "OMG OMG OMG" all the way... He was all excited about testicles until he smelt it(turn out to be rabbit's kidneys... GOSH!
Eewww man. I wonder if I would ever have the guts to eat these insects! Its gross and yucky all the more disgusting!

Today marks the last week of my holiday... Last friday went to meet my didi for movie, Shinjuku Incident by Jackie Chan. Its quite nice towards the end cause I was so tensed while watching it. Hands kenna chopped off, running away from baddies... lolx. After that went to meet Dear and had dinner at Pizza Hut and then went home.

Saturday was a little boring but I watched Butterfly Effect. Was a little gross la. Dear slept for almost 3 hours and then we went to buy curry chicken rice for dinner...

Today whole day at home later going Dear's house for dinner. 

I'm quite excited cuz I'm going Sentosa this thurday with my dearest seniors! Hehee~

I was feeling super emo last night... Hais....

Far-king boss say wana revise his pay. He worked like a horse, cow, wadever I can think of to help you and this is what he gets? Not enough sleep and rest. Getting skinnier like a pack of bones. Slogging his life just for this stupid company. MDMDMD~ And he doesn't even have energy left for me and sleeps on weekends. Don't even have 4 hours of rest and have to wake up and get his ass back to work. IDIOT BOSS! WARNING: DON'T EVER LET ME SEE YOU FAR-KING FACE! Torture my Dear and not getting what he deserves, I think he don't deserve a boss like you! MD! 

I'm super angry and felt that it's super unfair for my Dear to work so hard and not getting any extra money. Not even a promo?! REVISE PAY, in the end? NOTHING AT ALL and he still have to work so hard. I remember Dear was feeling feverish but yet he had to rush down to that stupid place and spend his night sleeping time to work for you? Is this how you treat you hardworking employee?

Enough said I'm really very sad and I spend the whole of las night thinking that its super ultimate unfair lor. MD!

I'm singing Rainie Yang-只想爱你 to Dear now. How time flies... Next week is my last week of holiday... I'm going to be year 3 already la! Gosh old liaoz...

Tomorrow will be meetin my god-didi for lunch and walkwalk. Super long didn't meet up with him le. lols.

Things that are to be done by the end of next week: 

Cycling with Dear!

Rollerblading or Sentosa outing with Seniors!

Meet Yvonne to buy books and lunch!

Tidy my table (forever messy~)

This is for now. If i think of any, I'll update again. Hehe~

I'm so stressed up recently... Hais... I just feel like crying again at times...

It has been quite some time since we had breakfast together...

Those morning hams and eggs you would cook them for me...

Playing games together...

Watching movie together...

Taking afternoon naps together... 

Cycling together...

I'm starting to miss them all together....

Last night in fact it was this morning, I had a terrible nightmare again. I dreamt that Dear was with me and while waiting for bus at Int, we saw his ex. She stood in between of us and ordered me to help her mark her packet of food and drinks... I didn't have pen and I noticed Dear keep looking at her. Md. Irritating. If I were to see her in real life I wonder hw she will look like. 

I woke up and surfed net almost the whole day. Went down to da bao lunch for papa and myself. Finally I finish watching the jap drama. I find that its quite short cuz there's only 10 episodes. Well~ Nvm I still like the ending when her butler kissed her. Hehe. Super sweet. I cried again when he fought with Lucia-sama's butler. Very touching... 

I'm now at Dear's house, waiting for 6 to come then can eat dinner. Poor Dear only had 3 hours of sleep this morning. Later he's going to Bishan again to work. Hope he can finish work early tonight. :)

He bought me the pink glitter nail polish I wanted so much!! Thanks Dear!! Muacks~! 

There's something wrong with my hp cable and my bluetooth on my lappy so I can't post the pics that I have taken la! MDMDMD!!!

I'm feeling super hungry now. Kind of feeling super awake now when my whole family is asleep soundly... I don't know why but I keep worrying... Worrying about something that I don't even know what is it.... :(

On Sunday I went to singing with the gang at Cash Studio at Bedok outlet. We sang for 7hours! The boss gave us free extension. :) Alan was not feeling well so he didn't come in the end... Initially, when Joc told me Isaac and Kd not coming, I really believed her but when singing half-way, they came in with the cake. I was a little too emo and touched thus I teared a little in the dark. We proceeded with blowing cake, cutting and taking pictures with our presents... I got an air purifier... lolx. A bit not I expected thought...

We sang our hearts out and I even sang those oldies Isaac picked... Thereafter BX left at 4pm. We went to Ban Mian area for Ban Mian and when its time to go I realised how much I miss hugging my besties. I forgot the last time I hugged them la. Alright so much of blabbling... Lolx. picture time!

Today I woke up to have my breakfast with Dear at Tp Mac. After using the toilet at TP, I finally knew why I was having cramps since yesterday... My stupid menses is here. MDMDMD. 

Then I went to TP lib to print something and went home to sleep for another 45 mins and got ready to leave house for rollerblading with seniors at ECP. But my pain persist and got worst. I popped in 2 Panadol Active Fast and I started running to toilet in and out. Before I really leave the house I vomitted my instant noodles out and then walked like a tortoise to the bus stop. Feeling that my lower legs were trembling nonstop and I was already in cold sweat, I decide to stay at home to rest. I REALLY WANTED TO JOIN THEM FOR ROLLERBLADING LA!!! ARG! Super sad man...

So Kor gave me two pain killers from his Pharmacy box and I proceed to sleep for about 2 hours... 

Now I'm watching Mei-chan no Shitsuji now. Still feeling drowsy cuz of the medicine...

A person with no will to fight will never be happy.

If you harm others, you will end up harming yourself...

I just realised my date does not tally with the postings... well so when u read it should be a day ahead. Lolx I'm behind time...



Today actually wanted to go for a jog in the morning but the sun was super bright and hot and thus I went back to my comfortable nest and sleep...
I'm watching this Japanese Drama in Mysoju.com- Mei-chan no Shitsuji. I'm already crying when watching the first episode!! Super touching... The butler is so sweet and nice to her.
I just called tp book the Cash Studio at Bedok for singing this Sunday! Thiuis would be my first time celebrating birthday at a KTV. Lolx.




Why leh? Every year 这样。。。

Yesterday I went to airport with my seniors for buffet at Sakae!!

We ate non-stop for 3 hours and took lots of pic!!

When will it go away?? Why does it bother me and my life? Really wish it can disappear... I'm missing the last time... Hais.... MDMDMDMDMDMDMDMDMDMDMDMD!!!!!

I find ways but ways don't find me and is not helping me... I don't know why I somehow feel depressed...

Yesterday I went swimming with Meh Meh and Jy. We went to Jy's cousin's condo. While waiting for Jy to come the sky started turning super grey.
But we decide to swim in the rain anyway. But the security guard asked us to come out as it began raining like cats and dogs. So we started cam whoring! Hehe.
Thereafter we went TM for some shopping. :)
Can't wait for Thursday to come cuz we're going for buffet!



Today went to Joce's house and played badminton before heading to Sheng Shiong to buy the ingredients needed to make waffle!

Our thickest and nicest waffle!

After that we went back and prepared when the electricity was cut off for about 15 minutes for checking. I showed her the "Touch My body" video in Youtube! You guys should check out the link below!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G7oGx2dImE8

After making the waffles we sat down to watch "Dr. Dolittle: Million Dollar Mutts". It is a funny show! The dog super cute! I like the hip hop hare best!

Back home and had dinner with my family. My dad cooked fried rice with mushroom. Super nice except that the rice is a little too much.

Took some pics of myself. Hehe Zi Lian Xiao!

OMG!! After hanging his poster on my wall for years, I just took down and rolled it up and use it as my microphone to sing to Dear. Just as Dear was about to leave, I saw at the corner of my eyes that there was some pen ink. I took a close look and........ JJ's Signature! What's more it is right next to the bluetack la! He signed on my poster!! OMG! I'm super excited now!! Lolx.

But thinking that I can't attend his concert on the 28th of March, which is the carnival day itself! Arg! That time Fish Leong de concert also never attend... Sadded!

Tomorrow I will be going Joce's house to have some fun together! :)

Just now I helped Mama to cook dinner and Dear came around 6plus. We watched "Planets of the Apes" on Star Movies and its not ba la. It was a little surprising at the end part. Lolx. The main actor looks like Matt Damon who acted in Bourne Ultimatum. Hehe. Looks like Wayne too! I will find a pic of the guy being grabbed below to show u the comparison.

This is Matt Damon.

Today is my best buddy's birthday! I sent him a message last night wishing him and all that. Hope he get the surprise Joc and Mj is giving him later! :)

Yesterday I went to meet my dear seniors for breakfast at BK. When Ade came, there was 2 teenage boys following behind her. They jumped towards us and we were shocked. Jie looked at me and I looked back at her. We both thought that each other know them. We (meaning the boys and us) stared at eached other for about 10 secs and they looked away feeling super pai seh (shy). Lolx. It was super funny. After that we went for band practice. Next Saturday is our carnival day. We will be playing in the porch. We only had 2 hours of practice but it was fun.

After that we went to our Lao Di Fang (usual hangout) at Tea Valley and I had my favourite 香菇鸡丝面 and Honey Black bubble tea. We went around shopping at Downtown. After that I went to meet Dear and we watched Boys Before Flowers at his house the whole afternoon! Lolx.

I just tried my Opi nail polish. My brother's gf just got it for me yesterday!

Whenever I dream of such things... there's always someone's msg... Any meaning behind it.. Some kind of omen or what? 

难道是日有所思夜有所梦吗？

Remember I went running up and down the stairs 2 days ago? I could barely stand up yesterday morning but manage to walk the whole day (except having difficulties walking up steps). Today after the terrible dream I had, I'm down with a backache now... Arg! Now I walk like an old granny... Gosh!

It was shinning bright outside just now but strong wind just blew in from my windows and the sky is turning threatening grey. I guess it will rain any minute! I'm suppose to help mama to clean the floor again today but I think I will skip the mopping part cuz I have been mopping the floor almost everyday! Today I shall just sweep away those fallen hair from my head. My hair is growing so much and everytime I comb it all my hair will just fall. Hope I am not suffering from some hair loosing disease or wad ba. Choi!

I wanna go swimming next week! I miss swimming cuz I just saw a cute little yellow fish while having my dinner with Dear last night at Tori Q! It was super hyper and swimming up and down left and right. Lolx. Then it suddenly occur to me that I miss such a feeling. That is swiming like a fish freely in the water. Swimming is a good form of sport that I use to enjoy so much. But due to the weather these few days, I guess it will be hard to go for a tan or what.

Talking about tan, I was having my attachment for the past 3 weeks and before that it was exams and a month attachment. I seldom have the chance to get under the sun but I'm getting tanner that usual... I remember messaging Kelly asking about how her sista manage to turn fair white when I use to go her house and get to see her sis. She told me she used Sun Block lotion everytime she leaves house and applies whitening lotion at night. I'm using Nivea Whitening lotion too but I don't see much effect on my tanned skin! Gosh! Is there some kind of milk tub where I can just soak myself in to become Snow White?? And she can attract cute animals to her side! Lolx.

Just now I woke up crying. Once again I dreamt that Dear went out with a girl and she wrote those sweet stuff to him.. I even saw they took pictures together... I pinched Dear on his leg nonstop but yet he didn't apologise. I msged Dear and he told me I like to dream of this kind ma. Sadded. It just came naturally and I can;t even control my dream ma.. When I woke up I really felt the ache in my heart and I cried nonstop for about 30 minutes. Phew! I already realised it was a dream but I think there is some kind of meaning behind this dream. 

I just put clothes into the machine to wash. Watching my Hana Kimi again, waiting for my lunch to come... Super hungry... Tomorrow I'm having band practice and its the last one. Hope the weather won't be too hot cuz we will be playing at the porch area...

She's always on my mind
From the time I wake till
I close my eyes
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know

And though she's far away
It just keeps gettin stronger
everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on
So tell me where do I start
Cause it breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come
Back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will
Find their way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and
Pray 'cause heaven knows

My friends keep tellin me
That if you really love her
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in kind
I'll know she's mine
So tell me where do I start
Cause it breaking my heart
I Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come
Back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will
Find their way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and
Pray 'cause heaven knows

Why I live in despair
'Cause wide awake or
Dreaming
I know she's never there
And all this time I act so brave
I'm shaking inside
Why it does hurt me so

Maybe my love will come
Back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will
Find their way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and
Pray 'cause heaven knows

Heaven knows